Friday, April 18, 2014

m in a fix :}

ohkie dokie so here i am writing my first blog(haha)  after  years(4-5) of creating this blog id..i want this blog to be a little colorful though.....so basically...when i created my blog..i was like 12...and was just experimenting new things with my new laptop and internet connection....nevertheless...this wasn't interesting for me. So i just dropped this idea of blogging.....time flies by so fast ....i did my high school.. started preparing for the engineering entrance exams...though...i wasn't that interested...in the whole philosophy..of jee and aieee. But my father was resistant to put me in the best coaching centers in the city for my "success" ..lols that word gives me goosebumps....I was quite hardworking in the starting but somehow i was unable to grasp the contents clearly...i had no idea whether i really wanted to pursue this as a possible profession or not.I was on crossroads with myself, i was like a wrecked ship and i had no direction ,no passion  I was just soo free all my life watching television,playing games on the computer.Sometimes i even went out to play with my friends. Food and music were my soul companions.I loved to eat  especially the junk.I used to listen to alternative metal,nu-metal.  now obviously   m not going to telll u my whole biography.

CURRENT SITUATION
college 2nd year..
Chain smoker
drug addict
not good in studies(don't know about my future)
improper lifestyle
timebound euphoria
indirect depression

saturation point of life achieved(i need more of it)
Thankyou

Might not be the way u wanted ..it to end....but i have hopes and aspirations to do something big someday......M NT high....


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